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And I began thinking of ways to end it
all.
I felt that if I was gone, my wife
would be able to remarry someone
who could provide for her and my
sons…
And that they would have a MUCH
better life without me.
Looking back now, I see how crazy it
was to think like that.
How that didn’t even make sense.
I can now see the incredible pain that
would have caused my wife and kids.
But when I was in that state of deep
depression, I couldn’t think logically
at all.
I just felt worthless.
And that I was holding them back
from a better life.